me
first priority in the world is me: my time, my health, my need, my desire, my choice, my feeling, …
for most of my life i’ve always been thinking about others, their right, their feeling, what’s best for them, … and i kind of lost myself in this process. it’s time to abandon the past and live for myself.
i want to be myself and live a life i can be proud of. i want to do things and live for myself not for the world and others.
my time
the first priority in my life is my time.
false contingency
as long as i can remember i’ve always been doing things for others as favors, in hope that someday i might need them too so they would repay my doings. but the fact is that in 95% of occasions i never found that need and the day they reciprocate for me almost never came (or they reciprocated me but it has never been something i would really need or sth with same value of what i’ve done for them). so if this is the situation: “if you don’t need them, don’t do favors for them or charge them for it”