friendship
my friends need help with their phones, laptops, internet, romantic relationships, … and i help them a lot cause i can.
what i need is to feel joy in my life and they can’t do anything about it. so what need do i have for friends?
p.s. i know i’m exaggerating but the big picture is my point.
it’s funny that i think like this and constantly cut off more relationships in my life while i constantly feel sad of being alone. i don’t know, maybe i’m tired of helping people beneath me and just want to be in relationship with people higher than me.
ali amiri
well about my final sru thesis he came like a savior. of course i’ve had many benefits for him so far but still, after he helped me finishing this shitty project and get out of that swamp, i finally felt i’ve got some real help from a friend after a long time.