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My parents, especially my father, have programmed me to be constantly craving to become the best, the strongest, and the number 1 person.

But now that I’m thinking consciously in year 2024, I know that I see those merely as tools and temporary paths. They were aspirations of my father that he was trying to preserve in me and I no longer see myself bound to them. What I seek for is peace, freedom and joy.