c'est ma vie
Paradise or hell, such is life.
and either way, this is my life.
So who am I and what am I doing now?
i spend hours and days to help people solve their problems and bring happiness to their lives like i’m responsible for them. but more than anything else i’m responsible for my own life, for what i do for me.
no matter how much i run away, delay to face and buy time for myself in the end the cores are fundamental truth and reality of the world that i have to face. they’re like gravity funnel simmulation and no matter how much i try to avoid them with fast spinning, in the end i have to face the hole in center of that funnel.
i-dentity
uniqueness
every person is different from the other. the hardest thing for one can be the easiest for the other and vice versa. i should focus on and understand my own strengths and weaknesses.
One creature dies in the water and the other in the air. We are not the same.
me
first priority in the world is me: my time, my health, my need, my desire, my choice, my feeling, …
for most of my life i’ve always been thinking about others, their right, their feeling, what’s best for them, … and i kind of lost myself in this process. it’s time to abandon the past and live for myself.
i want to be myself and live a life i can be proud of. i want to do things and live for myself not for the world and others.
my time
the first priority in my life is my time.
bullseye
get closer to the center. care much more about myself than amount i care about my reputation, assets, projects, products, friends, family, …
for me
i’m gonna live and do things for me
never trust a founder that doesn’t use his own product
in fact i’m gonna only create for myself and then if possible, sell it to others too and make money out of it. but the main final goal is to do sth for me.
if i’m gonna make youtube videos it should be for me. like teaching users in a video how to buy and use a product i’ve created.